The final beckon...

Every day I walk this road with a regretful heart,

With thoughts of the moments when we moved apart.

I pass by the remains of my broken dreams,

my reflection mocks at me and tears come to brim.

Then a little smile comes to my face,

I think about the time we used to embrace,

Suddenly I find myself amidst some crowd,

Yet feeling lonely,

Yet feeling down.

I try to kill the perennial pain in my mind,

Tr y to Face the truth thats being so unkind,

Sometimes I feel the fault was my own,

I knew someday I will walk this road alone,

I often repent but then I stop,

I m tired sowing seeds of a mournful crop.

It seems as if I am back where I started,

I am so damn tired being a broken hearted.

I am so confused,

I am so lost,

I have had enough paying the costs.

Be a bit benevolent, please be kind ,

Just come once and see what you left behind.

And though time took us apart,

You still reside in a corner of my heart.

no matter how high the odds against me stack,
no matter how severe may be the setback,
dont let me lose the faith.

no matter how hard may be the fall,
no matter how long i have to wait for his call,
dont let me lose the faith!!!

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no matter how faithless the people around me become,
no matter how long it takes for me to come undone,
dont let me lose the faith.

no matter how ugly the face of destiny shows,
no matter how ruthless might be his blows,
dont let me lose the faith.

no matter how lonely this struggle gets,
no matter how often it makes my eyes wet,
dont let me lose the faith.

no matter if i have to walk this road alone,
no matter at every step i have to face a stone,
please, dont let me lose the faith.

no matter if my every plea goes unanswered,
no matter at every effort if i am faltered,
dont let me lose the faith.

no matter if slowly the light inside me may diminish,
no matter if i lose before i reach the finish,
please let me hold the faith.

no matter if this will to live is buried alive,
no matter how slim may be the chances to survive,
dont let me lose the faith.

Doesnt matter if im not allowed though the gate,
Doesnt matter till eternity if i have to wait,
Please lord,dont let me lose the faith.

I remember the day so long ago,

When you first caught my eye.

I remember the day so long ago,

When we first said our ,"HI".

I remember the day awhile ago,

When we first started going out.

I remember the day awhile ago,

When you told me what we were all about.

I remember the day sometime ago,

When we had our first kiss,

I remember the day sometime ago,

When all we ever wanted was this.

I remember the day a short time ago,

when our relationship fell apart.

I remember the day a short time ago,

The day you broke my heart!!

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It pains when you know the fault is your own,

It pains when you know love is not with you anymore..

It pains when you get everything you did not expect,

It pains when you know,even if you try you will never get..

It pains when you know your ego is trying to heal the sorrow,

It pains you can see the road ahead getting narrow,

It pains when you know loneliness has started knowing you by name,

It pains when you try to get it out but cant stop feeling the same.

It pains when the storm in you head doesnt seem to calm down,

It pains when you try hard to block but still hear those sounds.

It pains when things get worse and cannot be sorted out,

It pains when surrending to fate is the only way out.

It pains when you know there is nothing left to blame,

It pains when life gets so tough tat you no more feel the pain!!!

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Echoes from the past prick the heart,

As i travel this forbidden path,

Find just memories by my side,

Solace,i cannot seek for my mind.

Wanna run away from time,

Try to resist the storm in my mind,

No matter how hard i try to defend the truth,

Negativity,is the only thing got left to choose.

I find it hard to put in trust,

Its not that i havent tried it once,

But i cannot see myself again in that place,

From where,the way out cannot be traced.

So now i try not to go in far,

For, i had a hard time hiding those painful scars,

Moving around with spurious smiles,

Praying, no one would find the truth behind.

But how long will i go on this way,

Please Help me, and force my mind to sway,

Coz now i dont see a reason to fake,

God,there is nothing left from me..to take!!!

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Have you ever felt alone in life,

Felt no one cared for you?

Or been out with a group of friends,

But felt alone then too?

Have you ever had a broken heart,

You felt couldnt be repaired?

Or tried to touch somebody with your words,

But knew nobody cared?

Have you ever needed good advice,

But were too afraid to call?

Or felt seperated from the world,

Surrounded by a brick wall?

Have you ever been asked about your future,

And said you coudnt care less?

Or tried to pick up the pieces but,

They make just one giant mess?

Have you ever felt so confused,

That you couldnt even cry?

Have you ever felt so damn depressed;

Have you ever wished to die??

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No matter how hard i try,

It will always be at the back of my mind,

Giving me pangs of the past,

Dont know how long,this way,i will last?

I try to force it out of my head,

But find the pain increasing in the chest,

I try to cover it with my smile,

Thinking..how will i finish the remaining miles?

They say time will heal it all,

You just got to wait for your call,

But with time i find an increase in dent,

Cannot stop myself from becoming reticent.

Trust i seek, i cannot find,

Malice,i see in everyone's eyes,

Find eveyone cynical around,

Faith, again will never be found.

So i surrender myself to fate,

Hope that god will let me through the gate,

Then, i will feel the divine light,

Where sun shines with all his might,

Back on my feet, then i will rise,

With all my thoughts, freshly revised,

That day, by happiness my eyes will cry,

As soul departs, my body will die!!

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that aura so devine..
luminance that makes me blind..
the warmth that touches deep inside..
where love is all i can find..
i feel i am needed,
just from that glorious smile..
please kill me..
i wanna die..

leave behind this race against time..
without the lure..
without the tempt of it being mine..
the shame,the blame,left behind..
the name,the pain,
be undetermined..
elevate the soul,once sublime..
rejuvenate me..
i wanna die..

just an open road..
without the road signs..
where the wind is smooth..
And the weather so fine..
where there is sand at my feet..
and water flowin by..
a new beginin,
a much desired end in line..
kiss me good bye..
please let me die.